It feels like I’ve been saying this all year but wow time is really flying by.
This thought is terrifying and fun/okay at the same time.
It’s almost Thanksgiving. Soon December. Then 2016. Whoa. HELP.
Maybe it’s because I’m getting older (Wait am I maturing as a person? An adult?!) but time seems to be flying by twice as fast every year. It’s crazy and scary and I could really use a year or two off.
But fine. I’ll deal with it.
I am so grateful to be able to say that every present year so far has been better than the last. And I can only hope to try and improve as time goes on.
Looking back on this last year I can say that I’m so pumped with the changes made so far. The future for me is still a big blur, there’s a lot of uncertainty and questions up in the air but somehow I’m not freaked out about it anymore. I’m either used to it or have officially lost my mind. But either way, I’m strangely okay with it all.
Is it ridiculous to feel like it’s all meant to be this way? Or have I just had too much green juice?
Don’t get me wrong, sometimes the unknown and the uncertainty of it all is incredibly frustrating. Especially when you know you can’t get answers right away. Patience is not a big strength for me but I guess we all need things to continuously work on.
I feel like I’m at a point in my life where the majority of it is constant uncertainty. That’s the norm. It’s what’s going on for everyone around my age and/or mindset and it’s mysterious waters to navigate. But it seems so appropriate for right now and a part of the journey.
If there ever was a proper time to experience this than I guess right now would be perfect.
So one thing that I would like to revamp/rework is my website.
Stay tuned for updates to the portfolio(s). I have to say it’s much needed. This December will mark 6 years I’ve been out of school and some of my original work that I graduated from school with is still up on my site!
Not that I’m not proud of it. But it’s been awhile. And I think it’s time for some updates. You’ll see as the next couple of months come up. This isn’t a “New Year’s resolution” as much as it is a “full on resolution for life in general”.
My tabletop set-up (for shooting) in my living room has turned into more of a side table/plant holder/prop storage/everything storage holder in the last several months.
Cheers to uncertainty and adulthood,